I am on my 30th day. When I wake tomorrow morning I will have completed these 30 days. I have not forgotten some of the more challenging days. Specifically the day I lay on the couch and cried all day long. I go through my month of writings and think of all I have accomplished. The challenging days always seemed to be rewarded, which gives me hope. I hope my family reads this and thinks about their own quit. I hope they see that if I can do this they can too. I want to see them succeed.
Posting on this blog has saved me many a times, and I will continue often. I want to focus my energy on more education. I want to empower myself and others with positive thinking and healthy attitudes. I have laid a 30 day foundation. By no way am I done or safe from a relapse so I will continue to share my journey. I hope others will follow along.
So much has changed over this month. I love the new me. I love not thinking of smoking in the morning. All of the advantages I have gained make me crave a non-smoking day as much as I used to crave a cigarette. I want that for all of the people I love. I want them to take this same journey.
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